Like Linda tagged in my blog, tkd is my world. She is not wrong for tkd has been my top pripority since the beginning of this year. Does the number of tkd training i attend not prove my love for this sport?
My world came crashing down on me on friday(12th Aug 05)when the tournament bout list came out. Michelle called ma'am after class to tell her who is fighting what category and the bad news. 8 players from Sports Team TKD(my club) are disqualified due to insufficient number of players in their respective weight category. And god has to play a cruel joke on me, last year i was given the chance to participate in the National Tournament when my standard was still like damn low. This year i trained, i did train and i am sure you guys can see that too. Everytime attention has a gathering i have to go off earlier for tkd class though i would have loved to stay with you guys.
I trained! But what was the result of training? I am disqualified even before i step into the ring, my original weight categoy is 'Feather'(46 to 49kg), Michelle,Stella, Fion and my weight is within this category but ma'am didn't want us to clash so Michelle went to Bantam(lighter than Feather), Stella wanted to be in Feather, me in Light(1 weight category above Feather) and Fion in Welter(1 weight category above Light). Who would have expected this to happen??!
Am i supposed to be disappointed? to feel relieved?
Damn..i feel numb. This is nobody's fault, not Michelle's, not Stella's not mine. Nobody's fault, maybe this is what god has already planned ahead for me. Oh ya although i keep talking about god but rest assured i am not a christian so ppl reading this pls don't ask to go church or join any christian activities.
Anyway i am still attending tkd training even after i received that piece of devastating news. Devastating?? indeed? no idea..
ATTENTION!!!
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